But Hey, who will Sanitize the Myocardial Pandemic Inside Us?

Hello, everyone!

Considering all the pandemic curse that we all are struggling through day and night, I hope to find you all in the peace of mind and safety of health. Spring is around the corner but it’s like we don’t even have time to think about the transitioning weather as we used to do in the normal routine. This time, I would’ve been putting all the winters clothes back into the closet and taking my summer outfits out with mom, but who cares? While checking the time on my phone screen, I realized that it is the DEFENSE DAY today. A long-awaited event whose preparations started from the day-one of March. I and my peers stood eagerly on our department’s roof watching the flypast rehearsals, yet in a moment, it’s gone. Nobody’s talking about it and I cannot see even a single post about the day. It’s like every link, every bond, every loop that had kept us connected for so long has vanished all of a sudden and all that prevails is individuality. All we care about now is our own safety.

This reminds me of how uncertain everything is and how ignorant we all have been while we had time. In planning our life-time achievements, we forgot what we had at that moment. While looking for more and most, better and the best, we lost what we needed to cherish the most; our friends, beloved, family, teachers, liberty, independence to breathe free, nature, evening strolls, meet-ups with cousins and fam. In my lifetime experience, I have never seen such a morose situation before. This situation could be best described as a feeling where everything is there as it used to be yet we are not able to feel them in their place. It is as if we wake up one morning and all the calendars become white, blank pages hanging on the walls, all the mobile phones lose track of time, dates, schedules, events, and planners where all we are left with are memos and diaries.

*Nostalgia joined the chat*

*You removed Nostalgia as the participant*    

Don’t you feel like there is something that is depressing and killing us more from the inside than the fear and melancholy of this pandemic virus? Regret! Regret that we could’ve been a bit more considerate towards ourselves and a little more forgiving towards the other people around us? Tell me you are not missing your class-fellows even the ones you don’t like personally? Don’t you feel guilty about your stubborn attitude towards life? How life gave us chances to learn, grow, be a better person, help others, be wild and free, but we wasted them either overthinking about tomorrow or mourning over the past. We are too unforgiving and too harsh when it comes to our own past or that of others, and too curious about what tomorrow will bring. We have failed as a human race. Cruelty is a common practice, arrogance over worldly things is a status symbol, show-off over nothing, making others feel bad about their own-selves, belittling others, violence, suicidal thoughts, mockery, injustice, lies, murder, animal violence, terrorism, rape of emotions and bodies likewise, accusations, accusations, and accusations! When would we stop and realize that it is we who need to change ourselves individually and not others.

#Judgeothersforwhotheyare went viral in 24hrs on Twitter.

When would we aim the cleansing gun towards ourselves instead of firing the mud balls at others? We need to emerge and behave as the superior race on this earth. We have a responsibility not to take care of ourselves and our fellow-beings only, but all the animals, plants and other creatures that are breathing around us. A patch of grass in the shade is dependent on humans to quench its thirst by watering it. Don’t go too far, just remember the Australian wild-fire. How scared those kangaroos and Koalas were as they hugged their human rescuers just because they were too scared of the fire, being unable to figure out whatever was happening. Moreover, where have all the hate and differences led you? All around the globe, people are struggling and suffering likewise. It is a global dilemma that teaches us to give up on our differences because no matter what, one thing will always remain common in us; Flesh and Humanity. We all are born the same and we die the same death, so what is all this arrogance about? Let’s just break this I-am-right-and-you-are-wrong glass wall that we have constructed between us and utilize your time in something eternal; something that would leave your marks on the earth even when you have ascended to the heavens.

#Judgeyourselfandbeabetterperson broke all the previous hashtag records on twitter by going viral in a blink on Twitter.

Now that we have so much time to pamper ourselves, do self-care, focus on self-development, pray to God, meditate, eat healthy at home (unlike regular days where we have to eat junk from cafeterias), write journals, feel the inner voice that we have been suppressing all our lives. Carpe Diem! Live in the moment and try to make the best out of it. Live, Breath, Inhale and Love yourself while you still can. Talk to your family, Laugh, Share and Care for your loved ones. Stop thinking about what could’ve been done or what could be done tomorrow. We have time, yet here we are, again looking forward to when things would get back to normal. We are in a haste, we always have been! And this is our tragedy, “Impatience” is surely our fatal flaw. Stop! Be patient! Bow down your stiffened necks a little bit! Persistence is the key and we will get through this together, fresh and new.

What matters the most is when the sun will shine brighter again, and we will get out under the deep blue sky once again, lets make sure the pandemic inside our hearts is the one that is actually gone, and we come out clean; forgiving, considerate, humble, responsible, contributing and positive than ever. Lets make a vow and sanitize our hearts from this ‘Myocardial Pandemic’ once and for all!

A mistake in time, saves none!

Tired of making mistakes and labeling yourself as a loser? If yes, you have landed in the right place. We all make mistakes, being humans of course and not angels, or Lucifer as we call him; the one who must nor be named 😀 Mistakes are as important a part of our everyday life as combing our hair is; perfectly okay! However, the twist arises when we enact the mistakes that are irreparable, but then again this is how life is; We do certain things we never meant to do, but once they are done, there is no Ctrl+Z button to undo them.  I believe that whenever our lips utter something, it suspends in the air and remains as energy out there in this world. Maybe that is why we feel bad at places while really happy at the others for no reason. Fell in love? Sometimes we are so blinded by the love; infatuation in reality, that we are unable to see beyond the temporary happiness that we are getting by choosing the wrong people, making the wrong decisions or making stupid choices at the wrong time. Do you know, calculation of time is significant while making mistakes. At times, we are saved even after making huge mistakes, while one tiny carelessness like stumbling upon a stone, we could kill a cat by falling on it. Talking of time, I couldn’t resist mentioning recollection. God has gifted us the magic of recollection where we can recall good old memories at any time, anywhere.

We don’t need a fancy cup of coffee and a perfect rainy street outside the window to indulge in nostalgia, rather a busy corridor could remind us of our first sweet kiss, or the last bitter goodbye.

This gift of recollection, however, becomes a nightmare based upon the choices we had made in the past. You know, it’s hard to remember the people we used to be, but its harder to picture the bad experiences and the bad people that we met back then and that we actually aren’t able to forget.

Time is a cruel entity, isn’t it? It never stops, neither lets us ravish on the richness of good experiences. It flies when we are happy but crawls in the time of agony.  Mistakes carry us away from the people just like a wild wave in the river that carries the wooden log thrown by an innocent child, far far away in the blink of an eye. While we are like a child, who cries and mourns over the loss of beloved people in his life, but they never come back. Mistakes are like the boat, that takes us away from the shore while we can see our loved ones left behind on the shore; little by little they disappear. At first, people make you believe that your mistakes mean nothing to them and they will cherish you no matter what, while slowly and eventually, they start giving excuses to sideline you, until that day comes when you wake up deserted by them.

Mistakes are the catalyst in our life that speeds up the process of our downfall both in the eyes of others as well as our own selves. It takes ages to build yourself from scratch and reach to a certain, satisfactory point in life. However, one mistake is all it takes to kill the bird.

They say you learn from your mistakes, I say, we do learn, but after the martyrdom of all those people that we used to be in the past.

Every day, we make a mistake, its either meeting the wrong people, taking a wrong turn, biting your tongue while eating that damned subway or inhaling the soup in our trachea, “BY MISTAKE” rather than the esophagus. Mistakes are made mistakenly, and for the time being, we don’t feel any before and after kind of difference. Little do we know that every mistake implicitly and silently kills the happiness inside us because even if we do ignore the arrows of criticism by wearing the armor of stiffness on our chests, our hearts cannot bear the jerks. It breaks, and screams, begs and cries for mercy, but the world is cold and time heartless. The armor of stiffness stiffens day by day until we become a new person and commit another act of what we call it? ‘A mistake’.

It is okay to make mistakes, we all do! However, the basic thing that we shall know exactly how to uplift ourselves from the devastation that we suffer because of them and learn something from them. Most of the time what happens is that we stick to the mistake, despite knowing in our heart that this will bring more misery and pain with time and are afraid to let go of wrong people.

Wrong people don’t mean bad people, it means the people who are not meant to be in your life, who don’t match your vibes, who cant keep up with your essence, your values and your beliefs. 

Never let yourself down, no matter what. Learn from your mistakes and take them as an opportunity to rejuvenate and become a better person. We suffer a lot from our mistakes, so make sure you make the impact count by becoming the best version of yourself. You are the ultimate savior of yourself and nobody else would ever be there for you if you arent there for yourself. Chin up, believe, and even if the whole world turns against you, make sure your scream the loudest in your support. Be your own A-Team, and save yourself first, and leave the whole world for another day because the Powerpuff girls are already taking care of that business. 😀

Adios.